part of me...

to the boy who:
blew kisses
held my hand
gave me smiles
and had snowball fights with me

the same boy who:
cooked
walked miles to see me
talked about life
and watched chick flicks with me

although distance is still the same

i'm glad you we're a part of me

dream within a dream...

Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? -Edgar Allan Poe

no me gusta...

no me gusta sonar contigo,
me recuerda lo que me pierdo dia tras dia de tu vida,
de las historias que ya no me cuentas, las ideas que no discutimos y de las hipotesis que ya no hacemos
pero mas que nada, no me gusta para nada sonar que algo esta por suceder y yo no estare ahi para compartirlo contigo...

palabras...

tropiezo con aquellas palabras que una vez dije e intento esconderlas,
vuelvo y resbalo pero ya no encuentro que hacer con ellas
entonces decido reorganizarlas, cambiarles el sentido y desarmalas
no, no prefiero hacer acertijos, jugar con ellas
inventar  juegos y cocinar sopa de letras
pero finalmente decidi crear palabras nuevas que solo tu entiendas...

she and i,

have memories longer than the road that stretches out ahead...

la distancia nos une

la distancia me hace pensar
en todo como era y como sera
en como gira y se convierte en otra cosa

la distancia me aleja
pero me permite diferenciar lo que inventamos de lo real
en quienes importan y quienes solo estan

la distancia me deja imaginar y aveces un poco mas,
pero ya no quiero adivinar
prefiero esperar

pero de todos modos,
a su manera y sin explicacion
la distancia nos une....

wonder...

and i wonder are we forever connected with the people we love?
in some way are we forever aware of each other? no matter the circumstances?
or is it just me and these bizarre dreams that are trying to tell me something?

making mistakes...

i've set the rule book aside
and decided to make mistakes
don't know what this means
but at least i'm trying..

any differently...

its often said thats its important to know what we want in life and that positive thinking will lead us to a healthier life but sometimes understanding exactly what is it that we want, can lead us to precisely  the opposite and confuse us, because we're in this constant need of being happy and were under the impression that this has something to do with not being alone and so we thrive for companionship regularly in the wrong places, but were comfortable and then we're shocked when we're betrayed or disappointed, but how can we expect any more if deep down were not truly honest to ourselves, that others will be any differently...

Gandhi said what ever you do in life will be insignificant but its very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into you life and your half of you says your no way ready and the other half says make them yours forever...

-remember me 

merry happy

   like the song,

 i lean against the wind

        pretend i am weightless and in this moment

                i am happy....

                                                         genuine happiness is scarce these days
                                                       happiness that comes from within
                                                   relies on nothing but is reflected in everything
                                                       happiness!
                                                                   i'm enjoying every minute of mine...

the familiar...

It's a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier healthier life. As children we are told to smile, be cheerful, and put on a happy face. As adults we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade, and see glasses as half full. Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part though. Youre hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. It's in these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self. Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state's of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

-meredith grey

todo..

"todo pasa por algo,
todo llega  en el momento adecuado,
todo cae por su propio peso,
todo se transforma"
ya no son solo palabras citadas que lei en algun lugar
que sirven para alentar y manternos fuerte
hoy son verdades palpables de las que tengo prueba y cicatrizes
las cuales me han hecho conocedora de que todo esto es real 

y que efectivamente como dicen por ahi la vida misma presenta las facturas.. 

madurar

madurar es asumir lo que el corazon esta sintiendo
sin mentiras, ni rodeos y mucho menos verguenza
es simplemente aceptarnos...

desagradable...

desagradable sensacion
de no poder decirte lo que pienso
molestoso sentimiento en realidad
de  no saber si realmente dices la verdad
es incomoda la inseguridad

la noche

me entrego a la noche y salgo a bailar
acuerdo con la luna dejarme llevar
los tragos sirven para encender
mientras el ritmo se apodera de mi ser
de repente hace calor
y te siento rozar

me dejo envolver en tus besos
esos besos que son veneno
provocados por sustancias quimicas
ocasionando reacciones toxicas
que me traicionan
pero quiero mas

me pierdo en el momento
y la noche llega a su final,
tu deseas continuar,
pero yo solo quiero regresar

igual...

con el tiempo te daras cuenta igual que las demas que lo quiero pero solo de una manera
y que nuestra relacion es solo lo que es,
ni menos ni mas...

este instante...

este instante no es intercambiable
camino sobre mis planes y observo mis suenos hecho realidad
y no puedo dejar de sonreir, es impresionante...

este instante es imborrable
aprendo sobre las variables
de lo que significa tropezar y el andar
la importancia de errar y de pensar antes de actuar
y para que sirve el dolor y de como funciona el amor..

bailo al esperar
canto al transitar
y juego a despertar
este preciso instante es como irreal ...

new..

new things, new people, new home, new adventures, new country, new sensations, new dreams, new clothes, new number, new doors, new friends, new games, new ways, new love, new communications, new bed, new perspectives, new dreams, new shoes, new plans, new culture, new challenges, new moon, new pictures, new boys, new windows,
alls change, now every things new...

dissapointment...

sometimes people do things you think they would never do,
or at least not to you...

and when it happens
you live them as if you were outside yourself, watching everything...

you even try to understand
yo analize the moment over and over in your head..
only to found out it happend just as you remember and there is not much to explain...

-anya damiron

i blame you..

for the memory that will forever be this...

19

ahora empiezan las despedidas, los abrazos y la palabras bonitas, y no se como despedirme...

me da rabia, mucha
saber que todas tus hipotesis
sea hagan hecho realidad
que a lo largo fuera exactamente asi

mas que nada me asusta, me aterroriza
pensar que tengas toda la razon
que vivir a tu estilo sea mejor
sin desiluciones, ni dolor
y que aislados tenemos el control

magia..

magia es
creer,
soñar
hacerlo realidad
fuerza para continuar
destellos de esperanza
ternura infinita
envidia bendita
lo que el alma necesita
hechizos espontaneos
todo el alrededor
seducción escondida
creacion de vida
explosión de imaginación
encanto y fascinación

magia
hace de la vida un juego
nace de tu cuerpo
creadora de paz
repleta de sonrisas
estremece tus sentidos
mi unica manera de sobrevivir

magia
es lo que me envuelve
y nace de mi

callar...

tanto hablar, anunciar y redundar
tanto discutir, compartir y transmitir
tanto avisar, informar y notificar
para al final callar exactamente lo que queremos revelar...

not the same..

my life is a series of changes.
a series of hits and misses, ghost and corpes.
i've lost alot and gained what i've taken.
this time next year i won't be the same anymore
i create my existence through change

ahora..

y ahora ya todo es diferente otra vez,
las conversaciones cambiaron de rumbo
las fotografias pintan nuevos colores
los lugares narran historias distintas
las canciones tocan nuevas melodias
los sueños buscan protagonistas
y ya nada es igual que ayer...

is it never really to late?

is it never really too late?
to care?
to decide?
to change our minds?
to fight?
to win?
is everything really redoable?
can we always change the course of things even after making a big mistake?
then i wonder, whats really the point...

today..

i can't control my destiny

i trust my soul
my only goal is to just be
there's only here
give in to love or live in fear
no other path no other way
no day but today....

romero britto..

cosas

hay cosas malas y cosas buenas,

pequeñas y grande

bonitas y feas

hay cosas que cambian y otras que se quedan

hay cosas inevitables otras controlables

hay cosas.....

hay tantas cosas

y se nos olvida que son todas.... alterables!

le tired..

the exchanges of looks
a touch here, a lie there
games played as
interchangeable affection,
excessive nothingness
disguised in laughter
surrounded by information
and exposure.

much time has gone by
and i've grown tired of that place..
because some things are better left unsaid
and actions speak louder than words.

aveces...

aveces quisiera saber lo que pasa por tu cabeza
me intriga pensar en el rumbo de tus pensamientos
como empiezan, hacia donde se dirigen,
quien los protagoniza, como se complica,
cual es el desenlace y donde terminan
pero solo aveces...

the past...

We live in a world of constant progress and forward motion. Stand still for a second, and you'll be left behind. But as hard as we try to move forward, as tempting as it is to never look back, the past always comes back to bite us in the ass. And as history shows us again and again, those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it.

Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.

-Meredith Grey

todo llega a su momento...
justo cuando ya podemos, y cuando es necesario

sosteniendo su mano,
se me hace inevitable recordar
y aprecio tu discrecion
gracias...

just as you are..

Paranoia gives you an edge to play out worst-case scenarios in your heads, you know it but there's that voice in your head asking...what if you didn't?
We're all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming.
It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse.
So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying, because the only cure for paranoia is.... to be here, just as you are.

-Meredith Grey

cerca...

aunque siempre supe que seria asi,
ahora entiendo, porque justamente ahora
es que me toca tenerte aqui...

grief..

About a year ago i wrote something about acceptance and how we should skip the stages of grief and jump right in to the last one, but i guess in most cases its really not that easy and for some people harder than the other fact is we eventually get there....

Heres the how 2 for those who asked for it. Perfectly described by Shonda Rhimes.

According to Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, when we're dying or have suffered a catastrophic loss, we all move through five distinct stages of grief.
We go into denial because the loss is so unthinkable we can't imagine it's true.
We become angry with everyone, angry with survivors, angry with ourselves.
Then we bargain. We beg. We plead. We offer everything we have, we offer our souls in exchange for just one more day. When the bargaining has failed and the anger is too hard to maintain, we fall into depression, despair, until finally we have to accept that we've done everything we can. We let go. We let go and move into acceptance.

The dictionary defines grief as keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret. We're taught to learn from and rely on books, on definitions, on definitives. But in life, strict definitions rarely apply. We have a hundred lessons that teach us how to fight off death, and not one lesson on how to go on living. In life, grief can look like a lot of things that bear little resemblance to sharp sorrow.
Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.It isn't just death we have to grieve. It's life. It's loss. It's change. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime. That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive. By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much. Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can't control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again. And always, every time, it takes your breath away. There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five. Denial.Anger.Bargaining.Depression.Acceptance.

nada es coincidencia...

igual..

y porque es que si,
las historias son similares
las condiciones parecidas
las excusas identicas
las personas son las mismas
las situaciones son iguales
y los sentimientos equivalentes,
pretendemos tener resultados distintos?

love u! <3

igual..

todo termino justamente igual que como empezo

inesperado, incompleto, sin quererlo, bajo la lluvia y en ese mismo lugar.

john mayer me entiende!

buscando una cancion encontre otra...

que me dijo talvez justamente lo que necesitaba decir...
john mayer me entiende!

ten cuidado ♫

hoy me desperte con esta cancion en la cabeza...
recordandome años atras
que nada es casualidad
que algo tan simple como tomar un celular
puede cambiar tu vida y regalarte un amigo,
experiencias que marcan nuestras vidas
y te enseñan tantas cosas,
algo tan sencillo como a tener cuidado.... http://post.ly/4i2T

para el..

te pienso tanto
no se porque siento tanto
como que si al soñarte
me hiciera parte,
pero solo espero que estes bien
que seas fuerte y tengas fe
que puedas superar todo eso
que regreses
a reir, a cantar
a transmitirnos tu paz
a contagiarnos con tu musica y hacernos bailar...

just breathe..

dive in

take some chances

open up

win or loose, play the game

savor the moments

one day at a time

smile

and just breathe,

believe

all this...

flavors my senses,
sweetens my disposition,
stirs my imagination,
and nourishes my dreams..

que importa...

y que importa si me delato
si expreso lo que siento
si escribo lo que observo y pienso
todo es real, es mio y para mi...

y son esos pequenos momentos

donde lo revelo todo y siento que me miro en un espejo

los que mas aprecio y soy feliz =)

hay que llegar..

Es larga la carretera

que conduce a ningun lado

pasaporte prestado,

pocas ganas de hablar.

Es duro subir las cuestas
y bajar por las pendientes
cruzar las turbias corrientes
que nadie quiere cruzar.

Pero hay que llegar, hay que llegar
hay que llegar al fin del mundo
al paraiso prometido.

Hay que llegar al horizonte
donde se pierden los sentidos
comer la fruta del arbol prohibido.

Hay que llegar, hay que llegar
hay que llegar al fin del mundo
al paraiso prometido

Hay que llegar, hay que llegar mas alla de las montanas al paraiso prometido
Deja que tu paso siga mas alla de las montanas...

Robi Draco -"Paraiso Prometido"

ya, hasta robi esta optimista..

..como cambian las cosas

vivir...

es algo asi como intangible
la forma en que cambiamos
como la vida pinta nuevos colores
y cambia todo de perspectiva
vuelve invisible los situaciones
crea sistemas para enmendar
y percibir la alteracion
a algo completamente nuevo
que se vuelve real y palpable
a su propio ritmo y compas
justamente cuando no queremos
y no necesariamente cuando lo esperamos
pero completamente imprecindible
para seguir trazando el camino
y entender lo indispensable que es
vivir no solo existir...

it is..

and so it is,
i failed with consequence,
lost with eloquence,
and smiled.
despite everything, i'm still smilling =)

karma...

Karma. One way or another it will leave us to face ourselves. We can look our karma in the eye or we can wait for it to sneak up from behind. But karma will always find us. The truth is, we have more chances than most to set the balance in our favor. Yet no matter how hard we try we can't escape our karma. It follows us home. I guess we can't really complain about our karma. It's not an affair. It's not unexpected. It just... evens the score. And even when we're about to do something that we know will tempt karma to bite us in the ass... well, it goes without saying. We do it anyway.

-Meredith Grey

no erasers..

the past will always be there, no matter what we do to hide it
and we can try to forget the past, but it doesn't make it go away
life comes with no erasers....

delicious ambiguity...

I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity.

- Gilda Radner

spotlight

the lights are off

as you walk by

everyone's staring

as they whisper

wondering

your next move
awaiting the pose
fabulous
from head to toe
chin up
confident
stroughting yourself
you turn around
giving some attitude
as you smile
then they notice
clearly
your the
spotlight

hope..

"We live in a world of worse case scenarios. We cut ourselves off from hoping for the best because too many times the best doesn’t happen. But every now and then something extraordinary occurs and suddenly best case scenarios seem possible. And every now and then something amazing happens, and against our better judgment we start to have hope."

-Meredith grey

con ella...

anoche sone con ella
ella a quien no conoci
quien probablemente juzge
y nunca entendi
ella me decia que fuera
que es lo mejor para mi
me sonreia a distancia
y me aconsejaba
como si supiera justamente
donde estaba, que pasaba


ironico, no?
como estos suenos
se vuelven mas bizzaramente tocados por la realidad

solo espero..

solo espero que aprendas

y que entiendas

que todo somos duenos de nuestros destinos
y responsable de las acciones

pero que podemos cambiarlo
que todo infinitamente todo, es possible

que recibimos lo que damos

y aveces no, recibimos peor

pero que todo se transforma

solo espero que comprendas
y que aceptes

que es superable

y mas que nada que aprendemos

que seguimos

que llevamos por siempre las cicatrizes

y que aunque perdonemos

nunca mas olvidamos

nyc

life's short..

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets
so love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who dont

and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance; take it.
If it changes your life; let it.

Nobody said it would be easy,

they just promised it would be worth it.

healing...

As human beings, we all try to do the best we can. But the world is full of unexpected twists and turns. Just when you’ve gotten the lay of the land, the ground underneath you shifts. It knocks you off your feet. If youre lucky, you end up with nothing more than a flesh wound, something a band-aid will cover. But some wounds are deeper than they first appear, and require more than just a quick fix. With some wounds, you have to rip of the band-aid, let them breathe and give them time to heal.





-Meredith Grey

wallread!

duele..

logro aceptarlo
casi casi entenderlo
no guardar rencores
hacer mis paces con todo
mas que nada aprender
y seguir...
pero de todas formas duele!
y esta bien, porque dicen por ahi que sin dolor no te haces feliz!

in repeat...

con esta y decode..
it's all twilights fault!

silencio..

entre tantos suspiros, canciones y mentiras
hago y prefiero hacer silencio...

hoy...

hoy las palabras me faltan
hoy no tengo voz
hoy soy quien nunca inmagine ser
hoy estoy perdida
hoy no entiendo
hoy solo se que no se absolutamente nada

nada..

absolutamente nada se esconde debajo del sol...

it's here!!

my cam is here! smiles..

tengo..

tengo fuerzas implacable
valor para seguir
y aliento de mas
pero estoy exhausta
me duelen hasta los huesos
no encuentro manera de olvidar
y que se hace ahora?
cuando el cuerpo no te deja seguir
y solo quieres descansar?

sorry...

Remember when we where little and we would bite a kid on a playground, our teachers would go say your sorry and we would say it but we wouldn't mean it because the stupid kid we bit totally deserved it.
As human beings we can't undo or mistakes and rarely we forgive ourselves,
but we can always try to do better, to be better, to right and to wrong even when it feels irreversible.
Of course i'm sorry doesn't always cut it, maybe because we've use it so many ways, as a weapon or as an excuse, but when we are really sorry, when we use it right,
when we mean it, when our actions say what words never can,
when we get it right, im sorry is perfect,
when we get it right im sorry is redemption.

-meredith grey

ahora!

todo es tan diferente
que ni lo entiendo
esto da tantas vueltas
que me marea
pero me mantiene atenta
y no me permite alejarme
aunque es todo tan raro
alrevez como sin encaje
mezclado con desubique
compuesto de escenas
cubiertas de melodrama
que me siento cansada
y quisiera despertar
ahora!

forget the toys, i want the moon...

change...

doesn't matter how tough we are
trauma always leaves a scar
it follows us home
changes our lives
trauma messes everybody up
but, maybe thats the point
all the pain and all the fear and all the crap
maybe going through all that
it's what keeps us moving forward
it's what pushes us
maybe we have to get a little messed up
before we step up
and change...

y pense..

y pense...
que magia eras tu..
que magia fue como sucedio
que magia fue lo que senti
que magia fue lo que construimos
que magia fueron tus besos
que magia fue mi espacio
que magia fueron tu brazos
que magia fuiste mientras te tuve,
que magia fue como lo impossible, funciono
que magia nos envolvio,
que magia me hipnotizo,
pero parece ser que solo fue polvora que me cego...

time passes...

TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE.

Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.

It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls,

but it does pass.

Even for me.

-Stephenie Meyer

New Moon

my first!!!

mi tarea final de la clase de fotografia =)
allie y tony thanks por la ayuda..

shadows..

Everyone I know, has a shadow. A dark cloud of fear and doubt, that follows even the best of us into the world. We pretend the shadow isn't there. Hoping that if we help other lives, master techniques, run faster and farther, it'll get tired and give up the chase.

But, like they say, you can't outrun your shadow and the only way to get rid of a shadow,is to turn off the light. To stop running from the darkness, and face what you fear. Head on.

mellizos

una prueba mas de que tan diferente podemos ser aunque todos miremos lo mismo a la vez...

curious

We keep moving forward

opening new doors
and doing new things
because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.

her morning elegance..

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

fools

just fools
reckless fools...
who believe anything they want to,
anything to get through the day
fools who want things the easy way,
searching for meaningless things
who won't fight for anything anymore
with no principles, no values,
just fools running around pretending

nothing means a thing
believing they know the answer to anything
not mattering who they hurt on the way

acting out
refused to listen to advice
without inspiration or courage
fearless to consequence

living just to get by
simply fools...

todos los dias

pero en la monotonia del dia
al manejar a la casa
y antes de ir a la cama
alli... es donde mas lo hago..

hoy el dia estaba gris..

chasing pavements...

yo si..

a mi manera y en silencio
esperando el momento
decidida, con tantas fuerzas
confiada e ilusionada
por muchos momentos
con cautela, como sin suerte
sin juegos ni mentiras
en llamas y desarmada
totalmente transparente
pero mas que nada, completamente real

paola08

la octava...
(se lo quite a ruddy)

Ahora que es el fin
y ya todos las vieron
de perfil y de frente
in pectore y al dorso
en tules y de largo
no pueden caber dudas
la reina es la más linda
ah sí

pero la octavala octava de la izquierda
tampoco caben dudas
ésa es la cautivante
sus dos centímetros de menos
sus seis centímetros de más
como decía el viejo nietzsche
la hacen humana
demasiado humana

la reina es la más linda
pero la octava de la izquierda
es la más seductora
quién podrá resistirse
a sus labios en pena
a sus ojos de vencida
su tristeza en bikini.

-Mario Benedetti

bad stuff

The bad stuff is easier to believe . Have you ever notice that?
People can compliment you on anything it's shocking and although a smile and thank you come automatically, we forget them almost in a matter of minutes.
But when it's completely the opposite we spend the hours, days and month still pondering on them and these we immediately believe.
Ever notice how people put us down enough, that we start to believe it.

=/

y la verda es que no importa si queremos o no queremos como quiera va a ser...

Truth is, everyones gonna hurt you,
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

-Bob Marley

Happy New Year!!

Este año empezo bastante distinto al pasado, mas tranquilo pero con mucha alegria y energia, y al igual que el pasado rodeado de buena compañia. Aunque mi ile estaba lejos, estuvo de la manera que pudo conmigo =). Y claro otro año mas recordandome que todo puede cambiar en un instante y que a nunca deje de sonar. Pero nose este da senales de cosas buenas a pesar de todo, but we'll just have to wait and see..

2008

Well this year as i predicted was a very different year, a year where i took alot of chances, i challenged myself in many ways and i experienced new things i'd never thought possible.

It's taught me alot, like to never under estimate the power of maybe, a simple doubt can take you unexpected places and turn everything you thought controlled upside down. That being careful in the end never really helps, it just slows you down, things just simply happen for a reason and most of the times we can't control them. We're capably of anything we set our minds to, we just really have to believe so and work hard for it, nothing in life comes easily but we all need help and admitting it doesn't make us any less strong, it just proves you have people that care around, and these are the people you should always have around, your true friends.
And these are just some of themof the things, but the most important lesson i've remembered myself is simply to have faith, i have faith in God when i look up to the sky, i believe in Him.

no quieroo...

tengo que guardar mis pensamientos,

arropar mis emociones,
ignorar mis impulsos,
esconder los efectos,
pero no quierooo,
aunque tenga las fuerzas para hacerlo
no quierooo
no quierooo
y no quierooo

superstitions

Another year is coming to an end and i find myself sorrounded with supersitions, old traditions and beliefs of things we should do to receive a new year with luck, money or love but fact is superstition lies in the space between what we can control and what we can't, with no promises.
Superstitions are nothing but assumptions that an act of ignorance will get you what you wish for because people find it easier than actually working on getting it for themselves but they keep relying on them because there smart enough to know we don't have all the answers and deep down we all know life works in mysterious ways, ways we can't control.
-but i seriously doubt having 12 grapes at midight has nothing to do with the direction it might take.

Happy Holidays!!!

May you always have work for your hands to do.
May your pockets hold always a coin or two.
May the sun shine bright on your windowpane.
May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain.
May the hand of a friend always be near you.
May your days be many, your troubles be few .
May peace be within as for your heart be strong.
May you find what you're seeking wherever you roam.
And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you and may His blessings descend upon you always.

Happy Holidays!!

alone..

We enter the world alone and we leave it alone and everything that happens in between we owe it to ourselves to find a little company.
We need help, we need support otherwise we're in it by ourselves.

Strangers, cut off from each other then we forget just how connected we all are so instead we choose love, we choose life and for a moment we feel a little less bit alone.

-Meredith grey