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hoy me encontraron
nada mas que tus
palabras...

wait

someone said, good things comes to those who wait...

everything happens for a reason

i cant remember how many times i've had to say this to myself this month, and in moments its made me stronger, dissapointed, hopeful, even mad and then as i thought about it, if everything happens for a reason wheres my reason i cant seem to find it, i think it lost track of me, or it took a vacation and its letting it all just happen. but then again, it can all be a big reason waiting just the right time to surprise me. i cant decide.. truth is when the worst has happen, clinging to hope is all we've got left.

if you take...

- 2 silly girls
- a store

- a dressing room

- camara
- and a saturday afternoon with nothing to do,
this is what u get.. =p

esto...

y es que esto que me envuelve, que me inquieta, que me atormenta ,

esto que me abraza con todas sus fuerzas y que ya no me deja respirar,

esto que solo tengo yo... esto, ya no se donde esconderlo

you

you (frɛnd/ –noun/ syn): accomplice, acquaintance, ally, alter ego, amigo, associate, best friend, boon companion,booster, brother, buddy, confidant, companion, comrade, confrere, constant, dear friend,defender, devoted, encourager, escort, fellow, intimate, main man, pal, partner, schoolmate, sidekick, soul mate, supporter, trusted, well-wisher

Expectations.

Expectation is to hope, to wait, to look forward to, a prospect or a probability of something.
In life we all think we’re going to be great, we set our minds with possibilities and expectations for ourselves and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations sell us short or dont meet.
And the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected.
But too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us nothing
but heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want in life, who haven't even consired it. And still i dont understand, but it got me to wonder, why we cling to our expectations? why we allow ourselves to asume things? maybe because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing, still, the expected's just the beginning... the unexpected is what changes our lives.
So we make plans, with a back-up. But the thing about plans is they don't take into account the unexpected, so when we're thrown a curve ball, in life, we have to improvise. Of course, some of us are better at it than others. Some of us just have to move on to plan B and make the best of it. And sometimes what we want is exactly what we need. But sometimes, what we need is just a new plan and to expect the unexpected.

im gonna go walking

im gonna go walking

away from it all

away from the words
away from the truth
away from the noise

away from the song
away from the lies
away from the secrets
away from the memories
away from the pain
away from the grudges
away from the wounds
away from the insecurities
away from the mystery
away from the dreams
away from the games
away from the rules
away fron the laughs


im gonna walking
away from it all
to find new adventures
and face some fears
to fight new battles
and surrender when required
to make new sandcastles
and find my long lost ....nevermind


im gonna go walking
away from it all
to that place where i belong

...

hay veces..
que te grito
pero no me escuchas

te abrazo
pero no te siento

que te veo
pero no me miras

que te busco
y no te encuentro
y hasta en mis suenios intento atraparte
para que jugemos aquel viejo juego...

te extrano amigo

tu libro..

Si por un dia fueras un libro...
me dejarias hojearte?
curiosiar la resena?
sentir tus hojas?
o tan solo deleitarme con la ilustracion de tu portada?
pero es que con esto no me bastaria..

como seria si pudiera leerte?
narrarias plenamente lo que sientes?
relataras aventuras de algun lugar lejano?
contarias la historia de un corazon con cicatrizes ajenas?
peliarias batallas de nunca acabar?
talvez me describieras una novela de un amor prohibido?
o seria totalmente diferente...
escribieras un libro de suenos, fantasias, y lugares magicos el cual solo contigo se volviera realidad?
como seria?

pero sabes que tan solo quisiera hojearte... y quien sabe talves me seas interesante.

i belong here..

i belong here where the sun sets, the wind blows, and water runs indefinitely..

my bestfriends wedding...

lines

decision, decisions, decisions. no matter what people tell you, how you feel, or whats right or not at some point, you have to make a decision. boundaries don't keep other people out. they fence you in. life is messy. that's how we're made. lines are there for a reason. for security, for clarity. if you choose to cross the line, you pretty much do so at your own risk. So why is it that the bigger the line, the greater the temptation to cross it? we cant help ourselves. when we see a line we want to cross it. maybe it’s the thrill of the unfamiliar, a sort of personal dare. the only problem is once that you’ve crossed, it’s almost impossible to go back. decisions have consequences.but, if you do manage to make it back across the line, you find safety in numbers.
so, you can waste your lives drawing lines. or you can live your life crossing them.
but there are some lines... some lines that are way too dangerous to cross!

back...

heres a summary...

thanku all for making it special! =p

i'mm off

off somewhere celebrating, spending time with my friends, dancing, playing cranium, receiving bday calls, fun at the beach, having bday cake, presents, getting a little bit older,

im off, off somewhere... celebrating 22!

andy warhol @ MAM

just dance!!!

You know this boogie is for real.
I used to buy my faith in worship,

But then my chance to get to heaven slipped.

I used to worry about the future

But then I throw my caution into the wind.
I had no reason to be care free

No no no, until I took a trip to the other side of town

Yeah yeah yeah, you know I heard that boogie
Hey- I had no choice but to get down down down down

Dance, nothing left for me to do but dance

Off these bad times Im going through just dance
Got canned heat in my heals tonight baby

I feel the thunder see the lightning

I know this angers heaven sent.

So Ive got to hang out all my hang-ups

Because of the boogie I feel so hell bent
Its just an instant gut reaction, that I got
I know I never ever felt like this before,
I dont know what to do
But then thats nothing new,

Stuck between hell and high water
Need a cure to make it through.

Hey- dancing nothing left for me to do but dance
Off these bad times Im going through just dance,

Hey got canned heat in my heals tonight baby

You know know know Im gonna dance yeah

All the nasty things that people say.

Dance yeah, but Im gonna make it anyway,
Dance, yeah, got canned heat in my heels

Tonight baby, you know I got canned heat in my heels.

You know this boogie is for real.

Only the wind can hold the answers,

And she cries to me when Im asleep.

She says you know that you can go much faster,

I know that peoples talk can be so cheap,

heyhey,Ive got this voodoo child inveined on me,

Im gonna use my power to assend

You know Ive got these boogie heels to use,

Sunshine theres no way to lose.

I was born to walk and built to last.

Youve never seen my feet cos theyre movin to fast.

Dance yeh, nothing left for me to do but dance,
All these bad times Im going thru just dance,
Just dance yeh, canned in my heals tonight baby.
Hey Ive gon t dance yeh, all the nasty things that people say.
Dance yeh but Im gonna make it anyway.
Dance yeh, got canned heat in my heels tonight baby.

You now this boogie is for real,
Got so much canned heat in my heels yeh,

Gonna dance, gonna dance my blues away tonight
Dance!!!

(thanxs gigi gor dancing with me in da street

i luv to have u always there

with me and enjoy my song)

moments...

Do you have these intense moments

when something is about to happen

and you feel that something

very important is coming up

like a strange coincidence which isn't really a coincidence

but you can't really say what it is

not without ruining the moment

so you should just let it happen

because today everything comes together in this one coincidence which you'll look back on it,

and makes smiling and sometimes wondering what life would have been like if it hadn't happened

but not too long, because you'll just be grateful...

that it did happen

and that moment is now, at this very moment this magical moment when it's actually going to happen!

... and nothing happens!???

(I have that as well.)

learn,

we tend to worry, to plan things, and forget that,
its more important who we're with than what were doing...

play...

I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We get mad when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope... But after careful consideration and many sleepless nights, here’s what I've decided. There's no such thing as a grown-up. We move out, we move away from our families. But the basic insecurities, the fears and all the old wounds just grow up with us. We get bigger, taller, older. But, for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying despertely to find friends and play...