por ahi...

hoy no queria despertar
de mis sabanas desaropar
ni de mi almohada despegar

no queria mis ojos abrir
hubiera preferido quedarme alli
en mis sueños por ahi

fact..

it's a fact life can drastically change in a instant, so quick you might not even notice..

2da! ruddy me dijo..

lo complicado de la vida es lo simple que es...

readY?

who ever told you in life, you'de get things when you're ready for them?
have you ever woken up ready for death? happiness, sadness, fear or love?
when have you prepared yourself for it?
did you ever know it was coming?
who gave you the test?
i think it all works the opposite you get things and eventually you learn to deal..
it's like someone said that life gives you the test first, then teaches the lesson
i guess its part of living, not being ready
the surprise of it all and how it all changes in a moment
shaking around all the safe things we had and breaking all our plans.
but not everybody get's it, they spend their life waiting to get things exactly when they ask for them, preparing themselves for the what they want and expecting to be ready and but
truth is we lose the greatest things in life this way, expecting to be prepared, when life hands you the unexpected.

the night...

The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you, the dawn is coming.

-Twoface

The dark knight

2008

no es possible

no es possible que solo sea yo

la que te deseo

que anhele aquellos momentos

no puede ser que estas ganas

sean solo mias

que recuerde esos dias

no es possible

porque aveces cuando

menos los espero

cierro los ojos

y te siento

si!

si supieras que si,

que si quiero

quiero estar

aunque sea de a raticos

aunque tenga que acostumbrarme

cambiar mis caritas

y entender

si, si quieroo

aunque no sea tan facil

aunque no pueda hacer promesas

pero si quiero

quiero intentar.

pretendo por siempre

pretendo por siempre ser pequeña
no perder la esencia

ni mucho menos mi inocencia

pero sin mi picardía ocultar

pretendo por siempre esperar
nunca cansarme de soñar
sin rendirme al jugar
y nunca dejar de bailar.

pretendo por siempre creer
nunca perder la fe
hacer música al pasar
mil fantasías imaginar
e incontables travesuras inventar.

quote

Sometimes, the truth isn't good enough, sometimes people deserve more. Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.

-Batman
The dark knight
2008

music the answer..

music is the answer
to your problems
keep on grooving then you can solve them
if you feel like you can take no more
and feel like heading for the door
then keep on dancing and prancing
grooving keep on moving
try it, stop the crying
choosing while you crusing
music is the answer.....

chaos!

Chaos! CHAOS! chaos! it's like it all turned upside except for us, clearly acknowledging murphy's impecable law.

Murphy's law broadly states "if anything can go wrong, it will."

Also cited as: "If there's more than one possible outcome of a job or task, and one of those outcomes will result in disaster or an undesirable consequence, then somebody will do it that way"; "Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong"; or, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way".

pa Loremi

right now..

guessing!

as we wait for answers
guessing is part of the process
wondering where, for how long and how much
the why, the who, and the what
its all we do..
make up excuses,
render explanations
exhausting ourselves
with unnecessary things that are
all just suppositions
a compiled emotion of doubt,
seeking an understanding
an complex interpretation,
all together,
its all just us, uselessly guessing!

simple..

It's all very simple. Pleasure is good. And twice as much pleasure is better. That pain is bad. And no pain is better. And reality is different. The reality is that pain is there to tell us something. And there is only so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomachache. And maybe that's okay. Maybe that's exactly what we need.

-meredith grey

hay sensaciones que,
aunque intentemos,
no se esconden...

todo pasará..

piérdete en el sonido
escucha el ruido
mueve tus sentidos
olvida todo lo demás
grita si lo necesitas
sacúdete las heridas
que ya todo terminará
todo pasará...

ignore..

Learning to ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace.

— Robert J. Sawyer

misplaced

Ever find yourself in a familiar place a lil' bit confused?
That you seem to know where you are, and you're trying to remember where, but you can't quite figure it out, as if you're lost.. uhm no, you're not exactly lost, its more like misplaced, as if you misplaced yourself.
Everythings fine, theres no tragedies, things are flowing none the less you're in a hurry and can't exactly move or decide which direction to take, cause you can't find yourself.
Annoyed and desperate hours later of searching every corner within, moving stuff around, reorganizing junk and trying to remember where you left yourself. You give up, stay put and you have 2 options either bring yourself down, complaign about how you can't possibly remember something so essential or you make the best of it, grab a close ice cream and enjoy wholly.
Surprisinly if you take the road less traveled, you reach your back pocket and notice its right there!!!! right in your pocket all along and it all becomes clearer, but now you're not in such a hurry, cause you've found a whole new set of things to do and things makes more sense now.

Ever find yourself misplaced in the familiarest place of all?
see i have and i know eventually it all summens up to the basics,
but in ocasions all we want is to complaign and spoil ourselves a bit, and then remember that eventually...

magic

"Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do that, you can make ."

"Whatever you think you can do or believe you can do, begin! Action has magic, grace and power in it."

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."

"There's a bit of magic in everything, and some loss to even things out."

"This world, after all our sciences, is still a miracle; wonderful, inscrutable, magical and more, to whosoever will think of it."

"The thing with magic is. You've got to know it's here, all around us, or it just stays invisible for you."

secrets...

No matter how good you are at keeping a secrets, they can't hide for long. They have a special way of exposing themselves and stripping us bare. They take control over us and seem to always find a way to pile up more until your so full of them you feel like you're going to burst.
The problem with secrets is whatever it is we're trying to hide, we're never ready for that moment when the truth gets naked and when you think you're in control, you're not."

If we decide to keep secrets is up to us, but its like meredith said:
"The thing we forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open, like it or not. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them anymore."