2008

Well this year as i predicted was a very different year, a year where i took alot of chances, i challenged myself in many ways and i experienced new things i'd never thought possible.

It's taught me alot, like to never under estimate the power of maybe, a simple doubt can take you unexpected places and turn everything you thought controlled upside down. That being careful in the end never really helps, it just slows you down, things just simply happen for a reason and most of the times we can't control them. We're capably of anything we set our minds to, we just really have to believe so and work hard for it, nothing in life comes easily but we all need help and admitting it doesn't make us any less strong, it just proves you have people that care around, and these are the people you should always have around, your true friends.
And these are just some of themof the things, but the most important lesson i've remembered myself is simply to have faith, i have faith in God when i look up to the sky, i believe in Him.

no quieroo...

tengo que guardar mis pensamientos,

arropar mis emociones,
ignorar mis impulsos,
esconder los efectos,
pero no quierooo,
aunque tenga las fuerzas para hacerlo
no quierooo
no quierooo
y no quierooo

superstitions

Another year is coming to an end and i find myself sorrounded with supersitions, old traditions and beliefs of things we should do to receive a new year with luck, money or love but fact is superstition lies in the space between what we can control and what we can't, with no promises.
Superstitions are nothing but assumptions that an act of ignorance will get you what you wish for because people find it easier than actually working on getting it for themselves but they keep relying on them because there smart enough to know we don't have all the answers and deep down we all know life works in mysterious ways, ways we can't control.
-but i seriously doubt having 12 grapes at midight has nothing to do with the direction it might take.

Happy Holidays!!!

May you always have work for your hands to do.
May your pockets hold always a coin or two.
May the sun shine bright on your windowpane.
May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain.
May the hand of a friend always be near you.
May your days be many, your troubles be few .
May peace be within as for your heart be strong.
May you find what you're seeking wherever you roam.
And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you and may His blessings descend upon you always.

Happy Holidays!!

alone..

We enter the world alone and we leave it alone and everything that happens in between we owe it to ourselves to find a little company.
We need help, we need support otherwise we're in it by ourselves.

Strangers, cut off from each other then we forget just how connected we all are so instead we choose love, we choose life and for a moment we feel a little less bit alone.

-Meredith grey

teams: continuation

The thing about choosing teams in real life, it's nothing like it used to be.The game has new sets of rules, a different amount of players and being first picked can be terrifying, there's so much expectations of you, and being chosen last isn't the worst thing in the world, anymore. Others like to think there're independent, loners, mavericks that they can play the game al by themselves, eventually they realize not even the best of us can do it all alone.
Life is a team sport and you've got to get off the bench and play...
Until... someone comes along and changes the game completely.

graduation day!

invite..

sonreir!

aveces sonreir, nos olvida como escribir

se nos hace mas escaso el tiempo para pensar

y se nos escapa analizar

pero esta bien, porque sonreimos

y son escasas las carcajadas de corazon

teams

Ever as a kid wished desperately to be part of something, to join a group, to fit in?
To be in the team, one of the cool kids, the geeks, the outcast, the trendsetters, wherever we feel similarity. Looking for anything that identifies us, we crave acceptance, something that defines us, allowing us to be surrounded and excuse to get together, basically a search for company to prove we’re not alone.

But as we get older we learn a couple of things, we graduate from school and get in to college, make all sort of friends, find new interest. We’re all grown up, independent and now these things aren't suppose to matter because we have more substantial ideas, things figured out, direction and all that stuff but just when you think things are supposed to be different ...everyone joins a new team.

Tough as it is, hard to digest even that maybe your left out. I guess with time we understand
it doesn't matter, we eventually find the one you belong to or you make your own, I prefer.

damage..

Someone said: We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here, a crack there. Doing damage to ourselves, to other people.
We don't always realize we're born like this, damage is there even before we're out in this world and before we know it, we bear scars too small for us to see and pain we forget it's there. People go around pretending they dont carry scars, some believe there above it all, others carry it around like some kind of an excuse, others expect to control it, while others take up exceptional time trying to cause more of it.
Truth is some more than others we carry it from our childhood, as grown ups we give as good as we get and we set about the business of fixing whatever we can.Ultimately the best we can do, is to accept things as they are and make the best of whats handed to us.

fun!! caramelos de cianuro@hardrock

sencillo

Lo verdadero es siempre sencillo, pero solemos llegar a ello por el camino mas complicado.

por ahi...

hoy no queria despertar
de mis sabanas desaropar
ni de mi almohada despegar

no queria mis ojos abrir
hubiera preferido quedarme alli
en mis sueños por ahi

fact..

it's a fact life can drastically change in a instant, so quick you might not even notice..

2da! ruddy me dijo..

lo complicado de la vida es lo simple que es...

readY?

who ever told you in life, you'de get things when you're ready for them?
have you ever woken up ready for death? happiness, sadness, fear or love?
when have you prepared yourself for it?
did you ever know it was coming?
who gave you the test?
i think it all works the opposite you get things and eventually you learn to deal..
it's like someone said that life gives you the test first, then teaches the lesson
i guess its part of living, not being ready
the surprise of it all and how it all changes in a moment
shaking around all the safe things we had and breaking all our plans.
but not everybody get's it, they spend their life waiting to get things exactly when they ask for them, preparing themselves for the what they want and expecting to be ready and but
truth is we lose the greatest things in life this way, expecting to be prepared, when life hands you the unexpected.

the night...

The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you, the dawn is coming.

-Twoface

The dark knight

2008

no es possible

no es possible que solo sea yo

la que te deseo

que anhele aquellos momentos

no puede ser que estas ganas

sean solo mias

que recuerde esos dias

no es possible

porque aveces cuando

menos los espero

cierro los ojos

y te siento

si!

si supieras que si,

que si quiero

quiero estar

aunque sea de a raticos

aunque tenga que acostumbrarme

cambiar mis caritas

y entender

si, si quieroo

aunque no sea tan facil

aunque no pueda hacer promesas

pero si quiero

quiero intentar.