moments...

Do you have these intense moments

when something is about to happen

and you feel that something

very important is coming up

like a strange coincidence which isn't really a coincidence

but you can't really say what it is

not without ruining the moment

so you should just let it happen

because today everything comes together in this one coincidence which you'll look back on it,

and makes smiling and sometimes wondering what life would have been like if it hadn't happened

but not too long, because you'll just be grateful...

that it did happen

and that moment is now, at this very moment this magical moment when it's actually going to happen!

... and nothing happens!???

(I have that as well.)

learn,

we tend to worry, to plan things, and forget that,
its more important who we're with than what were doing...

play...

I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We get mad when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope... But after careful consideration and many sleepless nights, here’s what I've decided. There's no such thing as a grown-up. We move out, we move away from our families. But the basic insecurities, the fears and all the old wounds just grow up with us. We get bigger, taller, older. But, for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying despertely to find friends and play...