the familiar...

It's a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier healthier life. As children we are told to smile, be cheerful, and put on a happy face. As adults we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade, and see glasses as half full. Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part though. Youre hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. It's in these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self. Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state's of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

-meredith grey

todo..

"todo pasa por algo,
todo llega  en el momento adecuado,
todo cae por su propio peso,
todo se transforma"
ya no son solo palabras citadas que lei en algun lugar
que sirven para alentar y manternos fuerte
hoy son verdades palpables de las que tengo prueba y cicatrizes
las cuales me han hecho conocedora de que todo esto es real 

y que efectivamente como dicen por ahi la vida misma presenta las facturas.. 

madurar

madurar es asumir lo que el corazon esta sintiendo
sin mentiras, ni rodeos y mucho menos verguenza
es simplemente aceptarnos...

desagradable...

desagradable sensacion
de no poder decirte lo que pienso
molestoso sentimiento en realidad
de  no saber si realmente dices la verdad
es incomoda la inseguridad