i surrender!

the song says it best...

i'm tired of all my sad stories

i'm finished with my fear

i'm going kamikaze in the new year

i close my eyes to remember

where your lashes meet your cheeks

i stay in bed all afternoon

surrender

get some pleasure from my...

i found your old photograph

i remember you in it

but mostly i remember myself when i took it

another year is folding up

and all the stars you see above

are stars i still haven't met yet

surrender

get some pleasure from my

pleasure...get some...

'cause endings and beginnings 

are for people who love winning

and ours is a cold world

there's a course in miracles

i'm thinking of enrolling

'cause i'm not playing this game anymore

buenos aires se ve tan susceptible...

caminando por las calles de palermo ni se lo que siento no existe la palabra,

solo suena en mi cabeza aquella cancion de cerati que dice:

"me veras volar 

por la ciudad de la furia

donde nadie sabe de mi

y yo soy parte de todo"

y ciertamente a sido asi, buenos aires es impactante

y no hay mejor manera de describirla 

 le debo el mejor ano de mi vida 

es triste pensar que ya no despertare aqui

que todo vuelve a cambiar

pero es asi, lo unico constante es el cambio

 detesto las despedidas, pero esta definitivamente es la peor

aunque llevo conmigo mas que recuerdos

un pedacito que es mio de aqui

realmente desde mis ojos

buenos aires se ve... tan susceptible...

...they make it look so easy, connecting with another human being, as if nobody told them it's the hardest thing in the world...

-dexter

esta noche...

tengo ganas de perderme y vivir una nueva aventura
que me complique todos mis dias y sacuda mi cabeza..

today is a sad day,
i've started living the beginning of the end here...

inexplicable freedom!

if i had to choose a word to describe this moment it would be freedom which  i looked up and found that is defined as the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint but then when I come to think of it it's really more, this is inexplicable freedom....   

if i look the same

walk and talk like i used to

probably made some of the same mistakes

but if i feel and think completely different

am i still the same me?