friend

i wish i could take it all away
and fast forward to how things change.
i wish i could have all the answers for u
and help you understand.
i wish i could heal your scars
and make it all better again.

ohh! i wish. we wish!
but as we wish, i'll make u a promise:
to tell u all i can, to listen and hold your hand.
to wait, to fight, and to conquer.
to be there, to leave and to stick by u.

i promise just to, be your friend.
always...

options..

Sunday night, after a long tensed night, not necesarily mine, but it got me thinking on things and how we complicate every ounce of our existance, with little things like the color of our car, what to get for lunch, what were gonna wear, and among all these options we always generally end up
pushing away the right thing or wanting most the one thing we can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. It blocks our sight, and manages to destroy the rest and confuses us. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.

giving up..

im giving up... just beacuse the sun turned on me
the stars ceased to come out and play
and i'm exhausted...

i'm giving up the fight, the quest, hope, the dreams. im giving it all away to someone who wants it, who cant hold it for me, so i can just take a break and do something else for a while.

cure

The cure to anything is salt water: sweat, tears & the sea.