november

these couple of months i havent found words to write, can't seem to explain to myself how i feel
i'm distracted, ive tried new things, i'm numb, bored, careless, i dont wanna do much,
i cant seem to decide on things
is this what growing up feels like? maybe i'm just out of place?
or perhaps i'm trying something way too different?
i dont seem to know much about anything...