hiding..

casted away

caught up
so much to do

not enough time

wrapped in papers

camouflaging thoughts

feelings in disguise

masks of uncertainty

stealing yourself away

seem familiar?

ur'e hiding!

to better days and get aways!

to great friends
and irreplaceable feelings
to coutless laughs
and incredible memories
to the unexpected
and unforgetable moments
to better days and get aways!

betrayal..

Betrayal is at times not intended, misunderstood and complicated.
In some ways, betrayal is inevitable.
But when we betray each other, it all becomes a blur, we lose track and the path to recovery is less clear. We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost, to fix what we broke or to find the way back.
Then we try to make up for what we did, find forgiveness and try to heal open wounds but there are some wounds, some betrayals... that are so deep, so profound that there is no way to repair what was lost. And when that happens, there's nothing left to do but wait... eventually time heals, i believe!

es posible...

es posible que robes mis suenos
que vuelvas tuyos momentos ajenos
que falsifiques emociones
que juegues a la ignorancia
que alegues indiferencia
y que sufras de amnesia

es posible que encuentres cumplirlos
que te aduenes de ellos
que manipules tus sentimientos
que ganes desprecio
que encuentres desaire
detras de tu arrogancia
que ya no encuentres lo que tanto despreciaste
y no te quede mas que rendirte

y es posible que todo esto te abrume
que llene tus dias de humillaciones
y que el dolor sea irreconciliable
que reconozcas tu errores
que estes preparado para lo que viene
que entiendas que te lo mereces
que esperes lo peor.

y es posible que lo logres
que tranquilizes las cosas
y encuentres como aquietarte
pero de nada te sirve..
pretender ser valiente
reclamar afecto
forzar aliento
y exigir consuelo
si pretendes volver hacerlo

march 8

hoy fue tan facil sonreir, hasta las estrellas salieron para mi.
haciendo de mi dia una aventura que solo yo conoci...

thank u...

invite...

open..

close your eyes
take a deep a breath
squeeze your fingers
dont stare at the floor
ignore appearance
forget the insecurities
set aside your worries
hold yourself together
and open
open wide
take some caution
simply play along
by the rules
and break one or two
try something new
get lost in the way
hide along the road
make sure they find u
carry on
embrace the present
and open
open away
jump any which way
dance freely
let loose
amuse oneself
dare to dream
revel away

have some attitude
bee yourself
and open
open up

sideways..

troubled by walking forward, of moving on

i stopped myself..

cant i just stop and walk sideways for a while?

take a little time off and enjoy the scenery

can i swing sideways to... what's not necesarrily right?

and learn from my mistakes

can't i make an adventure up and close my eyes?

just for a while

troubled by walking forward, of moving on

i stopped myself,

took a break for a while

i'm swinging sideways...

-picture me by marijo

a glass

There's something to be said about a glass half full,

about knowing when to say when.

I think it's more of a floating line, a barometer of need.

Of desire.

It's entirely up to the individual, and it depends what's being poured.

Sometimes all we want is a taste.

Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless...

all we want is more."

-meredith grey

let go...

let go of
yesterdays mistakes
past months regrets
and last years conclusions

let go of
old worries
cause tomorrow will have new ones

just let go and
find new things
enjoy the difference
make the best of anything

disapointed

i cant put it into words
this mess i carry with,
and even if i could i wouldn't spell them out.

im just disapointed!
i guess...

miracle...

why people lie, taken away by pride,why they struggle with the truth, why we disagree,

why people live and die, why they hurt and get hurt is a mystery. we want to know the reason, the secret, the answer at the back of the book… because the thought of our being all alone down here is just too much for us to bear. but at the end of the day, the fact that we show up for each other, in spite our differences, no matter what we believe, to laugh away our troubles, to smile back at problems and to simply let it all out is reason enough to keep believing that life is clearly an inexplicable miracle.

days..

Some days ... the whole world seems upside down.

And then somehow, and probably, anyday

the world rights itself again.

no y otra vez no!
aunque peinses que si
y otros crean que si,
no!
no simplemente no
porque aunque trate de volverlo un si
para encontrar explicaciones a mi otros no
sencillamente no!

y no porque quise sino porque fue asi
ya es muy tarde
todo cambio
y realmente no!

como asi?!!

como asi?
que nada es nada
que el ayer y el hoy son iguales
como si el tiempo no cambiara las cosas.

como asi?
que las cosas pierden importancia
y tomamos todo a la ligera
como si ya nada tuviera relevancia.

como asi?
que cambiamos todo porque es mas facil.
intercambiamos carino, pasion y amor
por lo mas cerca que tengamos.

como asi!!!!
sera que ya simplemente somos pero no somos nosotros mismos?
o sera que simplemente rendirnos es menos doloroso que luchar?

silencio

rodeada de mentiras,
miradas de doble cara
y palabras sin sentido
con significados invertidos.

acorralada por comparaciones,
provocadas por imitaciones
y celos inexplicables
como si de competencia se tratara
con reglas de suposiciones
jugadores involuntarios
y ganadores chantajistas.
que no entiendo.

asustada,
enojada
y resignada
prefiero solo hacer silencio..

It is a profitable thing,

if one is wise,

to seem foolish.

la espera..

Estar preparado es importante,
saber esperar lo es aún más,
pero aprovechar el momento adecuado
es la clave de la vida.

Happy New Year!!

different! thats my word for this year, for the night. cause no matter the plans we made, the people we're with, the night took an unexpected twist
in the most diferent, complicated, crazy way and amidst it all we had fun!
but at the end of a day like this, when so many prayers we're answered and so many aren’t, we take our miracles where we find them, hope for the best and make the best out of anything!